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Wednesday, January 30, 2013

The Atheist


Recently my best friend wrote in his blog, that he doesn't see the god around anymore.  The god doesn't exist. 

The reason and the question were same as ever. The question many has asked, continuing to be asked If god “Why sufferings”

Doesn't the same question we have asked for centuries.  Why there is no definite answer.

The answer from me is also the same “I am not sure”

Our supercomputers computational power is no match for solving it.

Until something is not proved a definitive no, Always care about the possibility of a yes. In that sense I make a better atheist than my friend.  

The law of universe is that, everything has a purpose.  The universe is a fact, the purpose of it a mystery.

Does the suffering implies there is no god, Evil implies no god?

Just like there is darkness when there is no light, Evil will be there when there is no god.

Evil implies absence of god.

I always loved the idea of considering the god as an energy source.

That answers most of my questions.

Sunday, January 27, 2013

The Mark


The Mark, what mark? The mark every soul has to leave in this world. The mark that identifies someone leaved and flourished here.

How many of us ready to spend even ten minutes out of our life to see the markings. For thousands of years humans ruled this world.

From the time of Roman empire their legions, barbarians crusaders. Even before them, India vedic civilization, Egyptian empires, Mayans and traditions dates older than that.

The amount of accumulation of the knowledge is overwhelming.

Yet, It is painful rather than surprising to see how less and less we pay attention to them.

If these markings can speak, what they are going tell to us?

Are they going   to tell to us about the great battles they have fought? Or the big palaces they have created. Or how beautiful the earth was before fossil fuel and cities consumed it.   

It’s always felt to me that the tombs our ancestors are screaming to us. They are begging to us to stay away from the mistakes they have done.

Yet, we don’t listen, We Ignores.

History is not a story. It’s a warning, teaching. The one, who ignores it, cannot have a history of his own. He will be simply repeating the history itself, yet himself part of the history.

That’s the beauty of it. Isn’t it?

My father died in my early childhood, I am probably six then. He was a beautiful person. He told me stories of gods, goodness, and kindness. He shaped me to what I am now. I always wanted to be like him.. I was never like my mother. 

His magic always worked, I never allowed myself to be deviated from the path he has shown me.

Two decades passed after he passed away.  I wonder, what he would have told me if he was alive.  Whether he would be proud of me? I know he will be. 

I can still feel him, though my mother, his brothers and sisters and in the tears they have in their eyes. For me he lives among gods. The gods whom he had told me stories about!!!

What mark has he left for me? Is it the watch he left or the rare old coins from his collection? Or the property he has left for me.

The thought was disturbing me for weeks now. Then a moment of realization!!!
 The moment of realization can be joyful and painful at simultaneously, an emotion that cannot be expressed by words.

It was too obvious and the markings can never be missed, it is me. It was always me.  I am his legacy.

The continuation!!!  

The thought itself puts me in immense pressure.  The responsibility it brings can break my back. It has the power to destroy me with in me.

Destiny cannot be altered. Every human has a purpose in life, maybe I am destined to do this.

It is the purpose!!!

After all markings won’t fade away that fast. Do they?

Saturday, January 26, 2013

The confidence


This is my first attempt to write anything other than technical. The moment I decided to write about something and post in my Blog. As usual the first question was  “ What  I am going to write about”.  I was a good reader though out my life but never a good story teller.

Then suddenly a thought appeared in my mind.  What I am afraid about.  Is it that I am afraid of criticism or the fear of my personal thoughts going online? I must say the second part is still a scary scenario.

This is our problem isn’t it? Most of the people live in an imaginary scary cage. a fence which we creates our self. A cage is un breakable from outside.

Imaginary fear is equivalent to suicide I would say. The biggest crime one can do to himself.

Don’t confuse, I am no gurus who give preaching or a career guidance guy. I was always been a software guy and will always be. I am just writing the thoughts that are pouring on my head this late night.

Of course I am trying to break free from my own cage.

Fear is a necessary evil. If you find yourself to be not afraid of anything in the world, then my friend there is something seriously wrong with you.
 
Now where is the solution? For everything there needs to be a solution. 

Simple, the solution lies within you.  Every question has an answer embedded within you.

Never fear the fear, observe it, understand it conquer it.